Part 10: 10 Final Words

Salam.

I guess I do not really know myself after all.

Part 9: 10 Ways to Win My Heart

Salam.

I have a closed heart. I decide when I want to allow anyone to enter. So, rarely that I have any guidelines on ways to win my heart. However, I'll try to find something that I could write down, and actually have real feelings for.

1. If I am single, and you are a single guy who wants to get to know me better, just walk up and say hi in an appropriate way. [i.e: not when I was rushing for a train or a toilet break, no!!]
2. Give me a stuffed hippo. 
3. Listen to me properly and make me laugh.
4. Send me cute texts that show you are thinking of me.
5. Respect me and those close to me.
6. Spend time with me, take me to the beach, or waterfall or something.
7. Cook for me. [yep, I think guys who cook is simply attractive]
8. Play music for me.
9. Be honest with me.
10. Trust me.

Part 8: 10 of My Favourite Songs

Salam.

I normally do not keep myself up to date with songs, because since I have my laptop and 24 hours excess to internet, I rarely listen to the radio anymore, unlike when I was in matriculation where my laptop would be covered in dust until the next time that I use it again.Anyway, I enjoy a lot of songs, especially songs that he listens to in the car when we see each other. They give me a lot of feelings. Sweet memories of my time with him, and a kind of longing to see him again.So, here goes...

1. Baby - Justine Bieber feat. Ludacris, remix version with disco beat.
2. Down - Jay Sean also the remix version
3. Secret - One Republic
4. Aku Cinta Aku Rindu - Nurul & Ajai? Not sure.
5. Mirae - kiroro [the first song that we accidentally sang together]
6. No Air - Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown
7. I Want to Spend My Lifetime Loving You - Tina Arena and Marc Anthony [meaningful lyrics]
8. Canon in D - Pachelbel [I'm learning to play this at the moment]
9. Roman Picisan - Dewa [for it's musical arrangement]
10. Annabie - soundtract Sassy Girl. [the drama reminds me of him]

Ok. I really don't know how to decide which song is my favourite. I mean, I listen to songs and feel them according to my emotion at the time. So, this list is the best that I could come up with. Or perhaps I don't know myself that well. Hurmmmm...

Part 7: 10 Important People

Salam.

I'm a needy person. I need people around me.

1. My mom.
2. My dad.
3. My along.
4. My abang.
5. My Ijah.
6. My Wan.
7. My Huda
8. My Husna
9. My bf.
10. Myself.

Friends play quite a huge role in my life. But they come and go. And I've got quite a bunch of them that simply won't fit into this list. These 10 people will always be a priority in my life.

Part 6: 10 Items I can't Live Without

Salam.

I'd hate to think that I'm quite materialistic and 'pampered'. So if you think that I am after reading this, then, I hope that I'll become better as time goes by.

1. My handphone. I need to call people if I'm in a sticky situation.
2. Money. To buy necessities, of course.
3. Food. To eat.
4. Milk. Good for my bones.
5. Laptop with internet connection. My lifeline!
6. Drinks. Naturally.
7. Air. To breathe, what else?
8. Clothes. I can't imagine having to be naked in front of people, argh!
9. A place to sleep. Need I say more?
10. A company. [specifically him, I think] I'd die if I don't see people around me, even if they have nothing to do with me and were just doing their own thing.

Part 5: 10 Wishes

Salam.

1. I wish to be a good daughter, friend, and sister.
2. I wish to be a good nurse who excells in my carrier and contributes to the lives that I meet in my line of work.
3. I wish to have enough money for me to live in harmony, I don't need to be extremely rich, but I hope I won't be extremely poor too and not surrounded by fears due to debts.
4. I wish that my family is healthy.
5. I wish I will marry my bf.
6. and live happily till the last of our breaths.
7. and have a healthy life, with healthy kids and healthy grandkids and healthy great grandkids and so on.
8. I wish my bf will stop smoking soon.
9. I wish my dad could be the 'kadi' who will marry me off to my future husband.
10. but first I wish him to be able to see me graduate and attend my convocation.

Part 4: 10 Things I Want to Say to One Person

Salam.

Naturally, this one particular person would be my bf. Well, right now, it's going to be him. So, here goes.

1. Please stop smoking. I love you too much to just watch you self-destruct.
2. I am sorry I was basically the cause that you restart smoking after nearly 1 year of stopping. [you stopped on 23rd of August 2006, I still remember that date!]
3. I love you so much.
4. Please be strong and not let me become a target to blackmail you emotionally. I'd hate to be your weakness because your job description does not allow you to have weaknesses. [do I sound bad?]
5. You are one of the greatest things that ever come into my life.
6. You are not perfect, neither do I. Still, you make me feel complete instead.
7. I dislike your choice of a career, however I see that it changes you into a better person, so it's a package that I must accept.
8. You've been a great partner to me, despite some hiccups here and there.
9. Marry me soon!!! :P
10. If and when we're husband and wife [InsyaALLAH], I expect joint efforts for everything. I mean EVERYTHING. Household chores, children tasks, monetary issues, etc.

Part 3: 10 Things I Hate

Salam.

Hate is a very strong word. I dislike this word and avoid using it. I'll just list down things that I 'strongly dislike' instead, alright?

1. Being late. [it's soooooo shameful!!].
2. People who are late. [he/she is showing disregard to other people's time].
3. Disloyalty. Infidelity. Two-timers. You name it. [seen and heard of too much of this!! haih...].
4. Girls who show disrespect to other girls [like, suddenly grabbing the arm of my bf in front on ME without so much as a glance my way, damn YOU!!].
5. Slimy 'ulat'.
6. People who are poor at maintaining hygiene.
7. Gatal men.
8. Being forced to do something against my will.
9. Period cramps, lol. Ok, it's kind of natural and I kind of expect it, but I noticed that when I'm with my boyfriend the day before my period and on the period day itself, then I won't have such cramps!! How's that?
10. My laziness.

Part 2: 10 Things I Love

Salam.

Now it's 10 things I love. This is quite difficult. Because I could not separate 'love' from 'like' or 'extremely like' and etc. I'll try my best to list them down, though as usual, I'm not very good at prioritising, so I don't put the items in any particular order.

1. Dark chocolate. Not milk chocolate [though I enjoy chocolates in general]
2. My laptop [12-inch, black COMPAQ presario CQ20].
3. My 1st cameraphone. [still using it, my pink SAMSUNG L700]
4. BBQ-ing.
5. Natural places [the beach, waterfalls, lakes etc.]
6. Water. [I enjoy playing in them, swimming, while washing the dishes, while washing the car, etc.]
7. My violin.
8. Books.
9. Soft, fluffy pillows on soft, fluffy beds [and 'fluffy', only one specific person would understand this, lol.]
10. My children [soft stuffed toys!! epecially my hippopotamus stuffed toys collection]

Part 1: 10 Things About Me

Hello.

Some of my seniors tried this, so I thought I'd like to try this out and try it again in the next 5 years and see how I've changed since 2010. I'm 20 now. In the next 5 years, I'm going to be 25. Let's see how this turns out :) Though instead of doing it in 10 days, I'd like to do a weekly posting, if nobody minds. So, 10 things about me. Hurm... well, they're not in any particular order..

1. Green is my favourite colour
2. I'm a student nurse
3. I'm the 4th out of 7 siblings
4. I'm a girl, obviously
5. I'm not a ______
6. I have a boyfriend
7. I read a lot
8. I play online games a lot
9. I love my family
10. I am not a very consistent person.

p/s: I created this last year, but thought to post in this year to share :)